Something very odd has been going on with my head lately. For a while, I wasnt able to articulate my thoughts and I felt like I was loosing my grip on reality. However, for some reason, my mind has been putting itself back together. For instance, a few weeks ago (not even) I could barley read a book, and now Im burning through pages when the off chance appears for me to read. Perhaps it was me giving up on that certain someone that made my mind bend. I did put alot of thought into this person, maybe it was the suden change in dirrection that made the gears in my brain grind, whatever the reason, Im glad things are becoming more (dare I say it) normal. Also, I am releived to find that my friends are accepting me for my "difference" (being vague works). All I thought about for months was what the reaction would be, and Im happy that I am facing little problems. Finaly, I've been accepting more reasponcibility at the haunted house. I am currently following a list of projects set down by one of our designers, and its refreshing to have my own mission and things to do. I'm going to ask if she minds me putting my own spin on a few of her requests, though I might be pushing it a bit. Romanticaly things have been dryer than a desert during summer time, but its not stoping me from doing my work, so I must be doing fine without a relationship. Beleive it or not, I am actualy excited for school to start. This being my last yar and having only two acedemic coarses (excluding my Spanish class Point Park requires me to take), things should be running smoothly. One would think that there is some sort of odd feeling one gets when entering thier last year of school. I myself just see it as another year of learning, nothing special, just another filled in spot on my scedual. At least I'll keep busy and what not, I've found out that when Im not busy I go a little crazy. I hope to get more poetry up soon as well as another picture Ive been working on for my deviant art account (WestMifflinRenagade). Im attempting sleep now though, I'll hopefully be writing more of these journals, I think its helping more of my brain cells find thier way bacl. Later for now...